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| K. So here's what's new...or old..lol Miles and I live together now. So obviously we pulled through. Not only did we do that, but we are pregnant...well I am pregnant...lol with Miles' son. We are still picking out a name. I am due in March. So we have a little while to go. I am going to California soon, so I can see some relatives. Fun but scary thought. lol That's about all that's happenin!! heh not that anyone goes on here ever anyway.. myspace is much better. | | |
| So we never took that "break", (Miles and I). We just break up with eachother all the time. This is so ridiculous it's unreal. So I am moving!!! Yay!!!?!?!!? Anyhow, Miles and I are doing ok...not great but not too bad. the only reason it's not great is because I'm having a bi-polar emotional break-down and he's not understanding it at all. He thinks he knows, but he has no clue. This whole past week or so I've been freaking out mentally. I think I'm fat and ugly and have no self worth, what so ever. Which is not true. Everyone has some sort of self worth. It's just that my self esteem and self respect are not high right now. It's unfortunate, but I'll bounce back. I guess this is going to be the true test of Miles and my relationship. If he can be supportive and understanding, then we really can make it work. No matter who doesn't like it. They can all go fuck themselves. | | |
| Miles decided today that we should take a break from eachother...still talk and everything...just not really date...idk what the hell it's supposed to mean...I guess we'll find out... | | |
| So Miles and I are....ugh....who the fuck knows. we are both having issues with his jealousy. I was on the phone last night with my friend James until 2am. I haven't talked to James in like a year!! So we were just catching up!!! like seriously!!! why would you get pissed off about that?!!??! omg!!! I tried to talk to Miles like 3 times. So it's not like I didn't want to talk to him!!! Ok...I'm done!!! | | |
| I fucking passed state board!!! hell fucking yeah!!!! I am so damn excited about that shit! I finally got my shit together!! go me!! anyway...so Miles and I didn't go out on Sunday. which pissed me off. not that we didn't go out, but that he does that shit. and he knows that it pisses me off. yet he still does it. I felt bad for being mad that he didn't want to go out cause he was sick, but still!!! we ended up talking on the phone for like 30 minutes. Then I called Natasha and Jared was on her other line so we 3wayed the call. it was fun. we were all on the phone for like 2 hours. then Jared said that he wanted to bring me out there this weekend. but I didn't want to go. Knowing that Jared likes me and I love Miles. that would be so wrong. So I didn't go. I am still in gay ass Texas!! hahah Tiffany moved to Houston on Sunday. And I am sooooo bored without her!!! Well I'm bored!!! Dueces!! | | |
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